Another month rolls by...
I've gone from hopeful to it would take a miracle
I still get upset but I honestly feel more numb
I want to be a mother so bad
but I am trying just as hard these days to move forward
to live my life in the present and focus on the here and now
I don't want to be always grasping towards the future
it's a terrible way to live life
Of coarse it's hard to keep the baby fever at bay
when I have such a dang adorable nephew
it might be easier if he was a difficult baby
I think he is the best baby ever born
truly this little cutie has one very lucky momma!!!
And I am one very lucky aunt!
But they are moving away for college
so this was my last visit until Christmas :(
Maybe Santa will bring me what I want most this Christmas
but if not at least I will have this little man to squeeze on!
Digi Kit elements from:
Kitschy Digitals, Minitoko, and my personal collection